I just want to put my nipples in someone’s mouth. Like for real.
When two girls break up
it isn’t the same as when a straight couple breaks up. Everyone always tells you to marry your best friend, and I truly believe that when a man and a woman get married, they are marrying someone that does allow them to feel more whole. However, women are allowed to feel more deeply, so they do.
I married my best friend just under a year and a half ago. It wasn’t the happiest day of my life, but I was looking forward to what the future would bring. I was never deliriously happy with her, but I was mostly, generally, content. I didn’t need the world, I needed her steady support.
My divorce is a week away.
The cheating hurt.
The lying hurt.
And if she’d been honest with me, maybe the leaving wouldn’t have hurt so much, but that’s not what I got in this life.
I was so comfortable with her, and I could easily see myself spending the rest of my life by her side. But her choices and actions have turned her into something I no longer understand.
I didn’t fall in love with or marry a liar… a cheater. She choice to make those decisions, and the result of that is her becoming a completely different person; someone who ridicules me when I discuss anxieties, not supports me. She is not someone who makes me feel safe anymore. Her choices took that away from me.
I am angry that she couldn’t trust me enough with this truth, but mostly I am just sad.
I just really miss my friend.
JFC Lesbian Level 9000
I’m at the point where I can watch a girl walk by and be all “eh, she has a pulse? maybe she’ll go home with me.”
Straight up. Right now I just want someone who’ll make out with me for a little while then sit on my face for the rest of the night.
The Journey Begins
Thanks for joining me!
Good company in a journey makes the way seem shorter. — Izaak Walton